June 2011
44 posts
Jun 30th
707 notes
Jun 30th
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Shame
He asked me what I’ve been up to. I said nothing. When did I become such a liar? I thought about everything that has happened, everything I’ve learned about myself. But I couldn’t tell him. And as soon I said “nothing,” I felt the shame. I convinced myself that the truth will hurt him. But that’s a lie too. I’m just trying to make myself feel better for...
Jun 30th
Jun 30th
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Jun 29th
13,486 notes
Guilt?
I didn’t do anything wrong, but why do I feel like I need to confess? What is the right thing to do?
Jun 29th
3 tags
Jun 29th
295 notes
1 tag
Please Slow Down
I’m scared of starting junior year. I’m scared I’ll return to hiding from the world. I’m scared I’ll lose everything that makes me happy. I’m at a good place right now, so why is the future in such a rush to get here? Some things are inevitable, but I really wish time would stop moving so quickly.
Jun 24th
2 tags
Jun 23rd
2 tags
Jun 21st
539 notes
Jun 21st
1,395 notes
5 tags
Jun 20th
707 notes
Jun 20th
22,207 notes
6 tags
Jun 19th
37 notes
3 tags
Jun 18th
93,893 notes
Jun 18th
7,164 notes
4 tags
Jun 17th
33,716 notes
“Even people I’ve known for so long soon become strangers to me. People change...”
– Megan Fox  (via misskara)
Jun 17th
11,876 notes
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Jun 15th
1,789 notes
4 tags
Jun 15th
4 notes
3 tags
people say if you're not gonna get married,
pdp98degrees: then what’s the point? but it’s more about the now then the “to come”. so what if we don’t have kids, get married, or grow old together? we’re growing old together right now, and who knows, we might not live till tomorrow, so make the best of today. i completely agree
Jun 15th
1 tag
Jun 14th
334 notes
Stuck
This hiding in the dark business was fun at first, but now I’m starting to feel lost. Is it too late to get out?
Jun 14th
Jun 12th
14,358 notes
3 tags
Jun 11th
269 notes
4 tags
“You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you can’t close your heart to the things you do not want to feel”
Jun 11th
2 tags
Jun 10th
dysfunctional
I’ve heard the story so many times, although it always changes depending on who told the story. I’m sure you didn’t mean to hurt each other. The cheating, the lies, the angry insults. You both made mistakes, but it’s too late for regrets. Just don’t expect me to choose a side, because I don’t know what to think anymore.  I liked it better when I thought you...
Jun 9th
3 tags
Jun 8th
5,957 notes
Jun 8th
11,697 notes
1 tag
Jun 8th
1 tag
8AM
For the past 3 days, I’ve been waking up at 8am with no alarm clock. This is strangely unusual, since I have always been the heavy sleeper who doesn’t wake until everyones already had lunch. It’s not like I have anything important to do these days, so what am I so excited about that I can’t even sleep past 8? What is my body trying to tell me?
Jun 7th
WatchWatch
iiandy: and he’s only three years old… gangstaaa
Jun 6th
38,050 notes
3 tags
Jun 5th
3 tags
Jun 5th
56 notes
Jun 5th
45,881 notes
1 tag
The Secret to Happiness
I wish someone will tell me how to obtain true happiness. The fulfilling, can’t wipe that smile off my face, feeling warm and tingly inside kind of happiness. If it exists, why is it so hard to find? And after you do find it, why is it so easy to lose? I’m willing to fight for my happiness. Just tell me what I’m fighting.
Jun 4th
Wake up
The fantasy world was nice while it lasted. But the dream is over, time to face reality.
Jun 3rd
4 tags
Jun 3rd
676 notes
2 tags
Jun 3rd
168 notes
7 tags
Jun 2nd
10 notes
Internal Battle
I’m jealous of those people who can live with their flaws and move on. I accept that no one’s perfect, I like that my flaws make me unique, but if there’s room for improvement, shouldn’t we strive for perfection? I lack the motivation and determination to be the best that I can be. What do I have to do to stop this internal battle with myself? I’m my own worst enemy.
Jun 2nd
3 tags
Jun 2nd
1,827 notes
1 tag
Jun 2nd
255 notes